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I’m currently on final revisions of a novel before sending it back to the agent. The revision process is one I love and always have but there’s something about expectation that places this huge cloud over my writing abode. Suddenly, I question every move I make, in triplicate, until I’m more confused than after I read the first draft and found it a pile of doo. There is another huge difference when I’m revising, and it didn’t occur to me until this stage. When suddenly I’m facing a gatekeeper’s expectations and the stakes are high, I have never feared letting my reader down more. At this crucial moment, something is missing. There’s been a void during the process, and I couldn’t figure out what it was. Then, in one of those light bulb moments, after arguing with myself over a section of dialogue, it hit me.
After years with these people, these wonderful crazy people in my head, they are suddenly silent. During other revision periods, they hung in there arguing with me. This time it’s like they are content to let me make the decisions. Either, they think I’ve gotten it right or it’s beyond hope. Yikes! Simon and Garfunkle were right, “Silence like a cancer grows.”
What are your insecure moments during revision?